Deb Brockmann

I Overdosed on Self-help Last Night

Last night, I broke. I was sick of it. My “self-help-o-meter” went off the charts. I was reading “The Untethered Soul,” and paragraph after paragraph, the author talked about how we, as humans, don’t realize that we’re in psychological pain. The book went on and on about how we’re allowing... Read more →

Can I Manifest My Fat Away?

Am I the only one that will try to pee out one more ounce to see the scale go down? INNER DIALOG THIS MORNING I’d reeeeeally like to see that scale get down the next number! I’m a freaking ounce off! Okay, what can I do? Man, I wish I... Read more →

As an Empath, Crowds Used to Exhaust Me

At the time of writing this blog post, I’m currently sitting in a little coffee shop. It’s 1:16pm in a small town and all the people here are having coffee and “talking smart”. There are conversations flying about without even a small sliver of silence between breaths. Being an empath,... Read more →

Manifesting Things I Don’t Want

THE TALE OF MANY MANIFESTS I was cruising down a New Mexico hi-way, when I saw a flash of pink in my left peripheral vision. Hoping it was a big fluffy Mary Kay car and not my kayak, I slowly turned my head. I heard the words, “Oh Shit!” and... Read more →

I Feel Guilty Because Everything is Always Working Out For Me

”You’re out kayaking while I’m inside working all day.” This statement was one of the last straws that made me leave facebook four years ago. I was so pissed at that guy. I consciously used the the Law of Attraction for years to get here! How dare he make me... Read more →

Dead People Dance

Yesterday I was belting out the words to my favorite “hand clapping, foot stomping” playlist. My trusty mini camper van (Gypsy Jack) and I weaved around the winding mountain roads of Canyon Lake Arizona. I was feeling alive and free and didn’t care who was watching. Sensing a fun time,... Read more →

Do Negative People Make You Tired?

I am free, alive and in love. These are the words my Spirit Guides gave me today. I asked how I could feel amazing when I’m around others who are negative and complaining. I love my family but some of them complain about their friends, jobs and many other things... Read more →

Why I cut myself off from the free world and I’d do it all over again.

Why did I cut ties with ALL of my friends, essentially abandon my blog and followers, leave facebook and stop dating for two years? I couldn’t have answered these questions two years ago. I just knew I needed to. This was not an act of depression, even though it has... Read more →

Being too Hard on Yourself is Making You Sick

I'm super excited to be learning about Psychosomatic pain! I've had weird illness, pain and even injuries all of my life. Some of this is attributed to being an empath and taking on other's pain but now that I've gotten a handle on my out of control empath side, there... Read more →

It's Time to Kill My Identity

Somehow right as she's taking her last breath, I swoop in and shake her, slap her face and plead for her to stay a little longer. Even though I've grown to hate her, I can't imagine living without her.  If she dies and leaves me, who am I? ...if I continue to hold onto her, I'll continue to stop myself from moving forward. In other words, if she lives I won't be able to. Read more →